To fear or not to fear: the 3 panic triggers we mistake for anxiety

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Mar 13
3 panic triggers we mistake for anxiety

I am not generally scared of the dentist.

Which is surprising considering that, throughout my life, I feared almost everything at some point.

But last week, two of my fillings had to be replaced. My dentist insisted on an anaesthetic injection. Which I hate! The entire left side of my face was numb, including my nose and eye!

And then the procedure started. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. Two people were pressing against me from each side. They inserted countless instruments into my mouth and manhandled my teeth. All to the tune of Little Mix on the radio.

When I opened my eyes, the bright surgical light above my face blinded me and I saw colourful sparkles as I shut them again. I felt a slight bout of claustrophobia gripping me and fought it down.

And then out came the drill. It makes all your hairs stand up if you hear it while you’re in the waiting room. And close up, the shrill screeching in combination with the unpleasant pressure against the affected teeth is terrifying.

Saliva accumulated at the back of my throat and made me gag. And something he applied to my teeth tasted atrocious.

I could feel my whole body tense up. My finger nails were digging into my thighs. Panic crept up, adrenaline accelerated my heart rate and all I wanted was to get out of there.

I wanted to scream, remove those utensils from my mouth, jump up and escape the awful situation so I could breathe again.

I was about to bounce out of that dentist chair, when I realised that I wasn’t in danger. But I wasn’t overreacting either! My panic resulted from 3 common triggers that we often mistake for fear. Even without a real threat.

And these triggers I want to share today.

Panic trigger #1: Overstimulation and overwhelm

The panic I felt at the dentist wasn’t a reaction to danger or pain. It was the result of overwhelm. All the noises, lights, impressions, the lack of space and control put my mind into overdrive.

It desperately tried to make sense of the situation, categorise what was going on and regain control to feel safe. But it couldn’t succeed. The overstimulation and feeling of overwhelm caused stress and triggered a panic response. Not as a consequence of a real threat but because there was too much going on.

This doesn’t only happen at the dentist, mind you. Just think about a trip to your local shopping centre. Do you dread it? Does it make you feel anxious?

The masses of people swarming around you, bumping into you as they squeeze by. The constant noise of the chatting crowd, children screaming, music blaring in the background. Blinking neon signs, advertisements and window displays competing for your attention. This is overwhelm to the max!

Your mind loses control, can’t compute the unmeasurable amount of stimuli streaming into your system. And if the mind loses control, it panics. Because if it cannot comprehend its entire surroundings, it cannot exclude danger. So it pushes the panic button. Just in case.

An extrovert’s delight is an introvert’s nightmare

Overwhelm is a powerful panic trigger. And it is especially relevant for introverts who are prone to overstimulation. We require silence and solitude to rebalance and recharge. Hustle and bustle, crowds, excessive social interaction and external stimulation drain and exhaust us.

Our society is designed for extroverts. As introverts, we often feel we can’t cope, are socially awkward or weak because we are horrified of everyday experiences that we “should” enjoy. Shopping centres, parties, concerts cause anxiety, discomfort and stress.

Not because we are somehow damaged or there is something wrong with us. We are just easier overwhelmed because we thrive in quiet environments.

If you are unsure whether you are an introvert, here is a helpful and informative test. If your result starts with an “I”, it means you have an introvert personality. So look out for signs of overwhelm!

Panic trigger #2: The memory of suffering

When I was 18 years old, a few days before my graduation ball, I was suffering from unbearable tooth ache. It was Easter and my dentist was off. The out-of-hours dentist tried to patch it up but only made it worse.

I was in agony for days, didn’t sleep, collapsed twice, cried for hours, almost choked on a pain killer tablet and finally, after 5 days of torture, had the affected tooth removed.

After that experience, fear would shoot through my body whenever I felt the slightest twitch in my mouth. Please not again! I was traumatised.

While I was not in discomfort at the dentist last week, the situation evoked unpleasant memories of a time when dentist visits meant pain.

Our memories of traumatic experiences are often enough to activate panic mode if we encounter similar circumstances. The situation itself might be innocent but it reminds us of the past abuse, pain, accidents, violence, failure or embarrassment.

Trauma is the reason why you fear driving after you had an accident. Why you avoid people who witnessed you embarrass yourself. Why you are scared to start a new project after several failures. Or why you can’t commit after you were dumped.

Did you ever notice that you can’t eat the last food item you had before succumbing to a vicious stomach bug for months afterwards? A virus caused the illness. But you associate that banana split or pizza with the unpleasantness of the bug.

That’s traumatic memory. We want to avoid a repeat of the traumatic experience at any cost. Because we are horrified that whatever happened to us in the past will happen again if we find ourselves in the same circumstances.

Panic trigger #3: Resistance and aversion

Ok, hands up who loves dentist visits? Nobody? I thought so.

I certainly wasn’t looking forward to mine. I was treading it days in advance. I pitied myself for having to go. I felt grumpy and cranky.

Once I sat in the chair, the resistance amplified. My mind kept repeating “I don’t wanna be here!” I felt massive tension in my chest and extremities. Breathing became more laboured.

I felt trapped. In a situation I hated. With no way out.

I worked myself up into an emotional frenzy of resentment, upset and stress until the internal resistance became overbearing. And the result was panic.

Yet, I wasn’t in any danger! I just had an intense aversion to an innocent (albeit not pleasant) situation. And my ego threw a tantrum.

Resisting life’s experiences is like standing in the middle of a raging river, struggling upstream, fighting the current every step of the way. All your muscles are tense and engaged, you exhaust all your energy but you are getting nowhere. And you are hurting yourself.

Some things in life we cannot change. We need to visit the dentist if we want healthy teeth. We need to attend that dreaded networking event if we want to progress our career. We need to make an appearance at that party if we want to avoid upsetting our partner.

It is our ego’s aversion and resistance that makes these things painful. Because we hate the situation, we overthink it. We worry about it, rehearse every possible outcome and interaction, lose sleep over all the details.

In our mind, the simple dentist visit, work meeting, social gathering morphs into an abominable horror show, bursting with threats, pitfalls and negative associations.

By the time we encounter the actual situation, we convinced ourselves that the danger is real. That our worries are justified. And that our anxious aversion is legitimate.

But it is, in fact, only resistance.

What to do when panic rears its ugly head?

So next time you feel panic crawling up through your guts, stop. Breathe deeply and ask yourself:

Am I in danger?

If the answer is yes, your fear is a natural, healthy reaction to a harmful situation. Get yourself out of there as soon as you can!

If the answer is no, you might mistake other responses to, in themselves, harmless situations for fear and panic.

1. Are you feeling overwhelmed or overstimulated?

If there is too much going on around you, find a quiet space for a few minutes. Go to the bathroom, pull over the car in the next layby or distract that toddler with a minipack of gummi bears. Close your eyes and breathe deeply for a few minutes. Focus on relaxing every part of your body. Soak in the silence and let it recharge you and balance your emotions.

Remind yourself that you are not in danger. This is not fear. It is overstimulation.

2. Do you associate the current situation with traumatic memories?

You might panic because a situation resembles circumstances that caused you harm in the past. Like driving on the stretch of the road where you previously had an accident). Remind yourself that the situation in itself is not dangerous. Yes, you experienced suffering in the past but the past does not define you. You are not what happened to you. The past only has power over you if you allow it. Breathe deeply and let go of the past. Forgive the perpetrator, forgive yourself. Set yourself free.

Remind yourself that you are not in danger. This is not fear. It is a memory.

3. Do you feel a strong aversion towards your current situation?

If you panic because you find yourself in a situation that you feel a strong aversion to, it is the ego having a tantrum. Toddlers throw themselves on the floor, kicking and screaming if their emotions overwhelm them. They are scared and don’t know how to react. Your ego does the same. A situation you resist causes an untamable wave of emotions that threatens to drown you. The result is panic.

Remind yourself that you are not in danger. This is not fear. It is resistance.

We tend to believe that our panic is caused by fear and anxiety. We feel weak, damaged and worthless for being so scared.

But a lot of the time, our panic isn’t a consequence of fear. Once you diagnose what triggers the panic, you can switch it off.

You are stronger than you think! You are capable of coping with your life.

And you ARE worth no matter what! Always remember.

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Dr Berni Sewell, PhD is a health scientist, energy healer and self-worth blogger. She is on a mission to make you feel good about yourself, no matter what. Download her free guide Instant self-worth: an easy 4-step solution to heal your self-worth in under 5 minutes a day” and start to boost your confidence today.

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Jane 8 months ago

I found this article very helpful. I recently realised that my anxiety and stress was caused by feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated caused by the pressure i was putting on myself at work and rushing around and trying to live as i thought society expected me to. I realised that i needed to slow down and live life to my speed not that of others with more energy. So i now feel more relaxed and confident about what i am doing at work and home. 🙂

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    Dr Berni Sewell 8 months ago

    Thank you so much, Jane! I am glad that you found it helpful. I am so happy that you found a way to deal with the overwhelm and overcome the pressure that comes from trying to gain approval from others. I used to snap at my toddler because she drove me nuts. I felt like a maternal failure until I realised that, as an introvert, her constant chattering and noise levels were just overstimulating my nervous system. I introduced time outs (for myself!) to recharge for a few minutes and it works wonders!

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